I am going to make this short as its way too painful to write.
It was a year ago today I met the love of my life.
Has to be the best evening I have ever had. I remember every detail, every feeling. Just everything about it, even down to the clothes we wore.
It took a long time to get to the point of our first date but boy was it worth the wait.
He just blow me away and we had a connection like I have never felt before and I swear I will never feel again.
Every second was perfect.
A year down the line my feelings have only grown stronger.
It has been the most incredible year.
The best of my life.
He has given me so much, I’ve learnt more in the last year about feelings than I have ever done it my 30 years floating in this life time.
He also coached me in many different aspects of life.
Ross touched my soul deeper than I could possibly ever imagine.
He warmed me, he loved me like I had never been loved before.
A love so strong as what I have for him, will never burn out and as I look back at the fantastic year we had together, no matter what ups and downs we have had in that year, I swear that my feeling only grow stronger, and they still do. I think they always will.
My love for him grows by the second.
He has taken over my soul and my heart.
I can’t do anything without it reminding me of him, even trying to make a coffee, proves to be a hard task.
Everything in my life is him, he became such a powerful part of my life, that everything now seems to just remind me of our memories.
And yes they are bloody fantastic ones.
He will always be the light on my dark days, the smile on my face and I will always love him.
I love you Ross and I always will.
Thank you for the best year I have ever had. ❤
As a thank you, I have a special gift for you, I hope when I have it finished you will see how much I love you.