22 June 2011
Today was the start of something magnificent, the start of a new level in our relationship, so I have decided to take that a little further and write you a journal of our time together. Of our relationship. I hope to write in it as often as I can, with special memories and moments in our journey and hope one day I will get to give it to you as a little something special for you to keep as our relationship grows.
Well today started more than a little stressful, with disappointment at having to let you down.
I can truly say, I am so disappointed, more than, totally gutted if I’m honest but you know what, what came from today, was the most treasured moment. I got to hear your voice for the first time.
Time was going so slow waiting for you to get home. Over and over in my mind I kept thinking, ” he must be home by now.” I had to control my shaking hands and try to get some work done, instead of refreshing my page. I’ve never felt so nervous, I was going to speak to you finally, why have I never called before?
Picking up the phone dialling your number, I swear I was going to be sick. What if you didn’t answer, what if you didn’t like what you heard on the phone. What if I put you off ?
My emotions and fears were running at an all time high. I was so scared.
And then you answered the phone. I heard you voice and it took my breath away. You have the most sexiest voice I have ever heard. My knees went weak and I felt faint, I don’t understand how you had that effect on me with just your voice.
I just knew I didn’t want our convocation to end, I did not know how I was going to put the phone down, little did I know you were struggling with the same problem.
That hour we spent chatting on the phone seemed like minutes, it was way to short. The whole time, my heart was a flutter and I knew that something delicious was happening.
I feel now totally lost in you. I can’t get you out my head. I need to hear your voice once more to confirm to myself I’m not dreaming, that your there and wanting us as much as me.
I’ve fallen for you so hard, I’m totally crazy about you, more so than I’m letting on and if you could have seen my little dance around my office after we hang up I think you would know how I feel and happy you make me.
I can’t believe I have fallen this hard, all I know is I love this feeling. I love the feeling you give me.
Thank you for being the best thing to ever be in life.
So until next time, I blow you kisses and hope they find you.
With all my love Rose xxx
22 June 2011