Hey there my little boy, can’t stop thinking of you today, wondering what you would have been doing, how you would have grown and what your smile would look like.
I spent the day with your nanny today, you would have loved her, she is a breath of fresh air.
I wish I could watch her make a fuss of you as I’m sure she would have.
I wish so many things, god I wish you were here.
But I want you to know that I’m fighting for you and not a day goes by where I don’t think about you.
Life is hard without you and your daddy, but I’m trying hard to survive. I miss him so much, and love him more each passing day.
Life is so cruel.
To lose both of you in one day, is beyond words.
What did I do so wrong to deserve this.
I’m not a bad person, so why were you both taken from me.
I love you my little angel forever and always
Sleep peacefully xxxx