Life is so cruel.

imageHey there my little boy, can’t stop thinking of you today, wondering what you would have been doing, how you would have grown and what your smile would look like.

I spent the day with your nanny today, you would have loved her, she is a breath of fresh air.
I wish I could watch her make a fuss of you as I’m sure she would have.

I wish so many things, god I wish you were here.
But I want you to know that I’m fighting for you and not a day goes by where I don’t think about you.

Life is hard without you and your daddy, but I’m trying hard to survive. I miss him so much, and love him more each passing day.

Life is so cruel.

To lose both of you in one day, is beyond words.

What did I do so wrong to deserve this.
I’m not a bad person, so why were you both taken from me.

I love you my little angel forever and always

Sleep peacefully xxxx

Love mummy