But there is a part of the wish that I wish could happen more than anything right now.
I wish to have one day, just one with Ross, where we forget all the stress, heartache and pain and we spend the day in each others company, remember what it felt like to be together and how wonderful it was.
How we use to so enjoy each others company, I wish that he could just let me have a day, an outing if its only for a goodbye.
I know it’s a lot to ask but I have to.
I hate not having his friendship, that hurts more than not having his love.
To me he is the most wonderful friend I’ve ever had and it kills to not have that anymore.
I miss that, I really miss that, I miss him.