imageThese days there is a virus that is spreading as fast as a juicy gossip amongst school students during lunch period.
The virus in question is judgment on others.

How often do we find ourselves judging others without possessing an ounce of evidence that could hold up in the court of law?
We are often quick to judge an individual based on what we see rather than taking the time to get to know the individual for who they are or wait for the facts. Talking first before judgement can save a lot of pain.

We may even judge others in a negative light for the sheer purpose of making ourselves look better.

We all plead guilty to first degree count of judging others.
I am no different.
There was an occasion where I met a guy at a function I was attending.
This guy was covered from neck down in tattoos. He had more piercings than a van full of screaming Justin Bieber fans.

I placed unwarranted judgment on this guy, as most of us would, sadly yes this is the case.
However, I was floored by the intelligence by which he spoke.
He was a man of great character and full of ambition. I learned a lesson that day –
Don’t judge.

I also once did this with my late friend Porter, how wrong I was there also.

We should not be quick to judge those around us. No one wants to be judged, so why do we unfairly judge others?

I will leave you with this quote which my dad always repeats over and over.

“Don’t judge men’s wealth or godliness by their Sunday appearance.” – Benjamin Franklin


Since that day

imageI love him… I’ve never loved anyone so much and so deeply in my entire life.

Life after Love is so difficult – you’re not there to look in their eyes… you’re not there to hold them when they have a bad day. Or the first person they tell, happy news to.
All these things matter too much.
It’s the little but huge things I miss.

I miss just talking with him about everyday bollocks.
God I miss that.
I miss my best friend.
His smile and laugh.
I miss everything about him.

What we had together was amazing… he is my everything.
They say you can only complete yourself? I beg to differ..

Since the day I lost him there has been a hole in my heart, an entire part of me is severed and I lost my heart completely.

I know you’re shaking your head and thinking I am a fool – but there is something so different… so special about this man that I can not let go.

I have done nothing but cry for days, weeks, months over losing him… can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t focus, NOTHING means anything… when I walk I don’t see things, when I’m outside the world is gray.

Please Dont Judge Me

I love him so much and honestly – can NOT see a life for me without him in it – I can’t live without him


Time and desire.

imageIsn’t everything all down to time.
We live our lives by the ticking off the clock.
We are all waiting for something, be it desire, love, dreams or something else.
It’s all part of life but what are we doing to help us reach our goals.

There are a few things we all know throughout life that are a dead certain, we will all get our hearts broken, we will age and we will die.

Why is it that when we know what we desire, what we want to do with our lives, we don’t do it? People will say that they want to be a great innovator, they want to write the greatest and most inspiring novel ever, they want to simply be the best at the job they do.
But we don’t do it.
We procrastinate, we waste time, and don’t get up off our butts to do anything. We dream of accomplishing great things instead of actually doing it.

Why do people worry about aging so much?
Sure, your body begins to fall apart (if you don’t take care of yourself) and you can’t do the things you could in the past, but you aren’t just decaying away waiting to eventually die.
Ageing is also growth. You learn more. Its sad that your going to die, but it’s good that you understand your going to die. You actually start living with the knowledge that one day you won’t wake up, so you use your time better. You don’t waste it.
I’m young, I know I’m going to die, but its still uncommon for me to sit down and actually realize and believe that I’ll die.

Then there comes love.
We all want to feel loved, we all want the butterfly, the buzz of looking into the eyes of the person who has your heart.
But what do we do to keep that, how many of us fight for what we feel or believe in.
Who of us really put our hearts on the line and gives love our all.
Fear always overtakes us, the fear of getting hurt.

The clock is ticking guys, we can’t stop it, life is passing us by.
Make every second count, open up your heart, and dream the most beautiful dream, believe in it and go out there and grab it my the balls.
Don’t give up, if you feel it, live it.
Think positive and feel the goodness, the love, the desire.
For tomorrow it could be to late.