When the meds take their toll on you and you can’t seem to keep your eyes open, your head aches so much you want to be sick, every step becomes much harder.
Talking to customers becomes unbearable and all I want to do is go home and get in bed, hoping sleep will come, knowing unlikely it will but just to shut my eyes would be a god send.
But what I would love more than that when I feel this rough is for Ross to take me in his arms and hold me, I know his touch could work magic.
I know it stupid but when I’m having a bad day, when the meds are not being kind, I miss him more than ever.
All I want is to fall into his arms and be told that it’s all going to be ok.
It takes a lot to knock me off my feet health wise but my god, today is hard.
I need him, I need him so much, I know he can give me the strength to beat the bad moments.
I know his love could save me