Why the hell ……

imageSo when is enough enough, can’t deal with heart-break anymore.
Never been so low in my life, so broken or hurt, so why do I still feel the way I do.
Why can’t I just get over him and get him out my head.
My dad tells me there is a reason and it’s the meaning of real love.
But if love feels like this, you can stick it where the sun don’t shine because I have never felt this crap in my whole life.
Never felt so worthless as I do everyday.
And if in honest I’m sick of it.
It hurts more than ever and I just want to get on with my life but there is this force pulling against me, not allowing me to get over him.
And I pity myself because I never thought I would let a guy get to me the way he has.

I just wish I could just forget like he has and move on
Why the hell can’t I ?