One of the secrets of life is to make stepping stones out of stumbling blocks.
And as Christmas heads towards us all at top speed, that’s what I’m doing.
Brave face in place, a smile to, if you look carefully you may see if it is real or fake.

So today is Christmas Eve and the what if’s are running rings.
And Christmas pasts are on my mind, the people I can’t be with, the loved ones, friends and family that are not here with us, or the distance is too great to be with.

Christmas was once a happy time, now it just reminds me of the people no longer in my life, but I’m trying to make it as special as I can for Marly-Kate.
I have to at least try for her
After all these are her memories and I’m all she has.

So tomorrow as Mk and I sit down together and eat what ever I throw together, we will raise a glass to the lost and loved ones who we no longer have in our life’s and we will wish you a merry Christmas and hopefully our wishes will travel in the breeze and they will know they are in our hearts and thoughts