My darlin baby boy, I hope you are sleeping peacefully in heaven and that you are watching us as we cry for you.

Your grandad sent me something today which I have to share with you.
It touched me so deeply and brought the tears, I have been fighting so hard not to give into.
I guess it’s ok to have the odd weak day, let the tears wash the soul.

Tomorrow-not today You will see the light in your darkness.
And you will learn to touch your precious child in your soul.
You will meet him spiritually and the emptiness will be somewhat filled.
It will become easier to speak than to cry.
And the heaviness will be lifted from your heart.
Your arms will no longer ache to hold him near.
And you will touch his spirit with your heart.
And he will kiss you in your dreams.
And the pain will slowly ease – but never go away You will find joy again and laughter will come. You will once again feel the wholeness of your life but never to soon- And only with the passing of time.