No one.

imageI always thought hate was an emotion I would never feel but over the last week, sadly my soul has been taken to the dark side and I fight the feelings of hate that grow with every minute I see her face and hear her voice.
But I promise her this, you ever hurt my baby girl again, the fire of hate that burns in me will be the last thing you see.
You come anywhere near me and my daughter I will not be able to control the feelings you have made me feel.
Family right now does not matter, you lost the right to be part of ours the day you showed your true colours.
I don’t want to hate you or even pity you but sometimes emotions have a mind of their own and right now all I can say is, hate and pity are burning brightly but I’m doing my up most to find some good in you, forgive you and understand you, but I’m asking you to stay the hell away from my baby girl. You hurt her more than anyone and that talks volumes because you have destroyed my life, my heart and pulled apart everything that I love.
You, have killed a part of me and made sure I can never be happy, your jealousy of the love I found, you and your man did every thing in your power to shatter any plans, hopes and dreams.
You did a fine job to. You’ve made sure that I will never be with the man I love, you have crushed my heart and soul. But still you haven’t won, you were close so very close but I’m just about still standing, barely but I still am.
And my Mk is healthier than ever. So if it’s a case of winning, Mk has won this and we are the victims of your games but my baby girl is a fighter and she won hands down.
I hope one day you will open your eyes and see what you did. And I hope that one day I will learn to forgive you.
Because hate is damn right nasty and you are not worth giving my emotions to.
I guess if I’m hating you, you are still winning.
Karma is catching up with you. I hope in away it is kind to you because NO ONE deserves to feel the pain and hurt I have felt.
No one :,-(


Keep your mind wide open.

imageWords to myself this morning.

Eventually you will realize that the secret to happiness and freedom is not about control or revenge, but in letting things unfold naturally, and learning from your experiences over the course of time.
After all, what matters most is not the first, but the final chapter of your life, which unveils the details of how well you wrote your story.
So set yourself free, and open your mind to the possibility of new priceless experiences.