imageSo I have been battling with my heart and listening to my head, I’ve been strong and I’ve been shutting any feelings I have out, telling myself I’m over loving him and that I’m moving on.
I was doing so well and I felt happy for the weekend and today.
I was doing my up most to move on and was doing ok.
But wham I’m travelling home on the train look out the window and he’s standing at the station.
My heart started beating so fast and I was thrown a million steps backwards.
Life is cruel.
Why would that happen. It’s almost like I’m not meant to let go.
I’m not allowed to heal.
Life is twisted, so twisted.


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