Mum I just want you to know I love you so much.
The last few weeks have been heartbreaking, seeing you in so much pain.
I feel so guilty that I can’t help you, I wish I could.
All I want is for you to be better and to see your beautiful smile.
It breaks my heart to see you looking so poorly and I can not do any thing to make you feel better.
You have been given a second well third chance at life and I just want you to have the best one you can have.
You have always been their for me, without question and guilt rips through me at the thought that you helping me when I’ve been poorly, could have killed you.
I’m finding that a hard pill to swallow.
Please don’t waste your time worrying about me getting better, if I have an inch of the strength you have, I will beat what ever is thrown at me.
I feel so lucky to have you here, when all the odds were against you.
You have incredible strength, that I wish I had.
I’m so very proud of you.
I love you so much.
Thank you for being the best mum I could ask for.