Do you know how it feels to never hear your baby’s cry
To long for that sound, while you scream uncontrollably, “he’s not crying”
Over and over again as you’re holding out your arm to hold him, cuddle him and warm him but most of all to love him.

Do you know how it’s feels to watch the doctor and midwife turn away from you while you cry out, “when’s he going to cry”

Do you know how it’s feels to spend those moments that seem like hours, feeling hopeless and petrified, waiting, waiting to hear the most natural sound in the word.

Silence is the only sound you hear.
silence is deafening.
The loudspeaker sound your ever hear, apart from the sound of your heart shattering into a trillion pieces.