A huge shout out.

I just have to give a huge shout out to this awesome I mean awesome lady.
Her blog is a daily fix, and has me in stitches, I just love her.
Down to earth,
This list could go on but most of all, she Says it totally how it is. FACT!!!!

There are not many people out there, who stand up to what they believe in or make us see that we are totally not alone in are quest to find a little sanity in our life’s.
Con I take my hat off to you. Respect!!!!
But also Thank you, for lighting up my day. Seriously your blog is fantastic, love it. A total breath of fresh air.

Check it out guys, I’m sure you won’t be disappointed.


Flashback Friday

It’s nearly the weekend, whoop, whoop. 😃
And once again it’s time to look back and reflect.
Today’s flashback is deep, very deep but there is never a truer word spoken.
This post still stands true today and as I read back a little tear escaped and rolled down my cheek, something I never allow myself to do.
So here goes….. Rewinding back to the 4th March 2014………

The day my heart began……..

Today a good few years ago I still like to think it was the day my heart began to feel for the very first time.
The day I began to fall head over heels in love with the man of my dreams, not only that but my best friend and soul mate.
It was the beginning of something so beautiful, so tongue tangling delicious, butterflies dancing so wildly every flutter took my breath away.
Every word written, spoken and felt made my heart melt and I loved more than I have ever loved before.
Every second of every day that love has grown and grown into the over powering love I feel today.
And even though I am forbidden to express that love, feel the feelings that I feel and I’m fighting everyday not to spend my days crying for my one true love. I still love him, I still remember every memory, every touch, every kiss, every I love you.
And I smile at having that time with the man I will always love, the man who will always be my soul mate and always be my best friend.
Because even though he has been taken so cruelly out of my life, it doesn’t stop the feelings.
Even the days were I want to hate him, that I look back and wish I had never answered that pm he sent me, I wouldn’t change it for the world.
I would not change the love we had, the love I still have.
Because I know the love I have for him will always be with me, I will always love him. My one true love Ross Marks.

And just for the record, so I have spelt it out to the world.
When really all I want is for him to know.

I love, love, love you Ross Marks and if you ever change your mind about me and see how much I love you and that no one will ever love you as much as I do.
If you ever miss me (which I know you don’t) then please just somehow let me know and I will drop everything and come running to you.
Because you’re still my everything, my world, my heart and soul.
I would still die for you and still want to die in your arms. I still want to spend every minute of everyday with you.
I love you, I love you, I love you, forever and always.