That feeling

img_4206Do you ever get the feeling that your life is spinning way to fast, that control is not yours?
As we enter a new week, I flick through my calendar and every day has an appointment, a schedule, a day that is run by others. I have to be here, there and everywhere on other people’s orders.
I’m not ready to face a week full of scans, not just my own and waiting on results, I’m so not ready.
One of the scans I have to have this week really isn’t very nice. It’s not painful or indignant but it’s makes you feel like you have wet yourself, it really is the strangest sensation. I’m so not looking forward to that one but heyho it’s got to be done.

Life though, shouldn’t it been spent with the one you love, doing the things you want to, not spending you precious time being dictated to. I know, I know, it’s all for the greater good but still I just feel a tad feed up of not having time for me, not having the time I need to be with the people I want to be spending my precious time with, doing the things that I have a passion for.
Life really does send you on a rollercoaster of a ride, wonder if I can have a little bit more of a smoother track, less bumps and bruises along the way.
Would be good wouldn’t it.
But for now, I’ll just throw my hands in the air like I just don’t care. 😃


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