This weeks flashback Friday is a little different from normal. This time I’m going to share a little part of an entry from a journal I was writing for Ross.
Every day, I wrote to him, a little of my day, my feelings and just anything that seemed important at that time.
We were separated by miles of ocean and I felt that writing a little piece of my life, my heart and soul to him each day somehow included him, somehow made him feel as part of him was with me. He was my life and soul and this gift of a journal was a little way of giving him part of me, giving him my thoughts, feelings and love that he consumed in every single possible way.
So today I’m going to share part of an entry that I wrote.
You can if you fancy read more of these in my post called snippets.
This one is incredibly special to me, sadly though I never got to share it with him, which makes my heart ache and I can feel the cracks opening that little bit wider, deeper.
So without getting to deep into emotions, that I can’t put into words right now, I give you this weeks flashback.
I found this today and just instantly knew that it is so perfect for the day that we will be saying I do to each other, the day that I become your wife and you become my husband, the day that in the eyes of the law, we become one but more importantly we declare to the world how much we love, adore and treasure each other, the day that we start our adventure as husband and wife, a step closer to growing old together. The day we get to serve pizza to all our family and friends 😋.
❤️“They’re about to say I do. Three little letters, two little words. It’s the simplest part of the day, but there’s nothing simple about the things that will remain unsaid. I do means I do know I could be hurt, but I’m ready to be healed with you. It means I do want to try even when the fear of failure holds me back, and I do not know the future, but I’m ready to be surprised along the way. And I do means I do want your love and I do give you mine and nothing we do will ever be the same because you and I will be doing it all together.” ❤️