Today has to be one of the hardest days of the year.
Not only is it Ross’s Birthday but my good friend Porters also.
I never knew how extremely hard it was not to be able to say the two words most of us take for granted.
I would give anything just to be able to wish them both a Happy Birthday.

If only I had the worry of having to spilt my time to spend time with them both, like I once thought I may have to. In honest truth, it would have been an easy pick, Ross would have won hands down but still it doesn’t mean that I didn’t worship my friendship with Porter, because I truly did, my heart belongs to Ross, that’s all.
Porter was my best friend for years, he was there for me through thick and thin and I will be eternally grateful to him.
Even though I can’t say those two little words to both of them, I hope that Porters spirit, where ever he may be, be it heaven or wherever, can hear them.
As for Ross, I would cut off my right arm to be able to but as I can’t I guess I’ll just have a say them to the air and hope that the breeze carry’s them.