Have you ever been so hopelessly in love that when you are together it hurts to breathe.
But when you are apart, breathing becomes impossible.
Have you ever looked into someone’s eyes you loss yourself in the cascading blue pool that is his soul.
But when eyes are lost to yours, those beautiful blue eyes haunt your soul.
Have you ever held a hand that melts into yours becoming one, completing you.
But when your hands are torn apart, no other touch can’t mend you.
I spent young adult years of my life with one man and they were some of the darkest, most desperate and lonely times of my life.
Now it’s different…thank f***.
Now I share my life with a partner/an equal, someone who wants to know me and accepts me inside out and me likewise.
Someone who knows my truths and won’t judge because that’s not who I am now and me likewise.
A love where we want to please each other not because we feel we ought to but because it brings us joy,
where we don’t feel responsible for each others happiness but we are happy and content to just be together.
Where we can talk about anything and know the other will truly listen.
Where we are always free to be ourselves and will forever find joy in holding hands even in the tough times.
His love has taught me that I am responsible for my own happiness but that having that special someone, my soulmate, is the cherry on the cake.
The 25th November, the day you escaped your mother womb, the day two special people, who will forever my best friends, were born.
The 25th was once a blast, too much alcohol and worn out feet, now it only holds silent tears.
So you would have been the big 42 today and I would have so taken the piss out of you, you old fart.
Not a day goes by that we don’t all miss you and remember the wonderful friendship we all had. We talk about you often and you will never be forgotten.
If only we could see you panic about the grey hair you would be growing and the crows feet I’m sure you would be showing. That midlife drift, beer belly would sure as hell be hanging and yeap we know you would be freaking out.
We miss you desperately and long to see your smile but we know you had to join the bestest of angels so your pain could fade.
Watch over us and laugh as we all become that little bit older and we to will grow grey and age, while you will stay young and as many say perfect.
Sleep well my friend and Happy Birthday. X
You’re the tic to my tac
and together
we’re MINT.
(Reminiscing)
We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk,
two eyes to see,
two ears to listen,
but why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else for us to find.
(Reminiscing)
It doesn’t matter how far apart we are, we’ll always be under the same sky, so if you ever get lonely, just look at the sky and remember, I’ll always be there for you, loving you.
(Reminiscing)
That first night together,
beyond perfect,
even with stuffy noses 🤧
(Reminiscing)
A kiss
seals two souls
for a moment in time.
(Reminiscing)
At night
I don’t t want go to bed
because your not there,
but in the morning
I don’t want to get up,
because its in my dreams that
I see you.
Reminiscing.
People always tell me love hurts. The truth is loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts.
Loss hurts.
To be Loved is the one thing
that makes it all
better.
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